One of the hardest things for people to see is themselves triumphant. I call it "interference". That's all it is. What is "interference"? According to the dictionary, it is "a. The act or an instance of hindering, obstructing, or impeding. b. Something that hinders, obstructs, or impedes." From my own personal experience, it was rooted in the self - defeating thoughts that I had grown accustomed to having as a result of something different not intercepting them when I was young. While I believe my caregivers did the best they could, it is up to me to seek a new way now that I am older and expect to have different result. The old saying, "garbage in, garbage out" is true. So, I am mindful of what I take in. I choose to be triumphant because that is what God calls me. I have adopted His ways as mine. It is a daily decision that I have found to be beneficial. As for me, I am choosing to see myself victorious, abounding in love and grace, full of hope and compassion, and taking no prisoners. It takes the same energy and time to be negative as it does positive. What will you choose...life or death? Either way, IT IS YOUR CHOICE. YOU WILL HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME IN THE END. Decide for yourself which way is better then take it by force.
