I am amazed at how long I can just "think" about doing something that is in my power to do rather than acting on what I know to be true. In this respect, I am referring to my hair as just one facet of this realization. Tonight I had my husband to cut my locs. Now, before you think they are gone, they are NOT. I have been "thinking" about having him even them up for at least 6 months. I don't know why I took so long making the decision. Tonight, my neck feels lighter. Many people do not know, but my neck has been bothering me. The pain has subsided. However, I didn't realize the weight of my hair until it was gone. My head feels so light and my neck feels even better! Oh how I wish it didn't take me so long to do what I knew I wanted to do. The fear of not making the best, best decision must go! I lay this one down now because I can see it is a dangerous place to be and leaving a doorway for the enemy to work in my life.
My "journey" is a collection of inspiration, revelation and understandings I have gained since accepting my reality as it was 9.3.2009 which was that I was a long way off from the authentic "me". I am thankful for each teacher that has appeared and continues to re-present in my life. Being a student has been very rewarding. However it amazes me when the student becomes the teacher too! "Thank you!" to my 50,000 coaches! Your life matters :-)
Showing posts with label fear of failure. Show all posts
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Wednesday, January 18, 2012
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